The day we returned home empty armed from giving birth to Everett our yard was scattered with beautiful white butterflies. As I gazed at them fluttering around us a sense of peace surrounded my heart; taking away my grief for a fleeting moment and surrounding me with warmth and love. I will forever see those perfectly tiny butterflies as signs from above; our sweet angel’s butterfly kisses sent to tell us that he is safe in God’s arms. Everett never had to experience the pain and cruelty of this world and like the signs he sends us from above his soul remains as clean and pure as the day he was conceived. 

Awaiting the day I hold you in my arms again. Until then I’ll continue to visit you in my dreams. Mommy love you Baby E.